''I was really hoping that you would pick up because, i miss you, a lot
and um, I'm sorry that I'm crying right now but I'm drunk and, um.
there's a lot of alcohol in my system right now.

I miss you a lot and um, you were one of my best friends, and um, I can't say that I love you because that's a huge ass word but, I miss you, soo much.
and you know that this is bullshit because, I miss you soo much.

i don't care if breaking up was the right decision or not, i can fall in ****ing love with you. I miss you soo much.
I'm sorry if this is some bullshit message that hurts you.

okay, bye.''